Wooooooooow...

This blog has completely died.
It's been about a month since i've posted,
I guess I just got bck in the swing of school, sadly.. :/
Schools getting to be too much for me.
i have cheerleading but it doesn't take up enough time.
The schoolwork is just tedious, and all of it is reallllyyy hard.
Here goes another year... :(

This is difficult.

I recently made a friend at the pool,
Although he is almost the COMPLETE opposite of me.
So i'm kinda stuck on like how to talk to him more.
His music honestly gave me a nightmare, and I haven't gone to sleep since I heard it.
I lasted 14 seconds on the song, before I thought I died.
I honestly can say, I didn't know that Christian Screamo existed as a music category.... :o

But I mean, he's a really nice guy, and he has a good personality.
I just don't really know what to think, and how to interact with him.
I guess time will tell?

Im so addicted!!!!!!!!!

i can't stop listening to KLOVE radio station,
If I can't fall asleep, I listen to it.
If i'm bored, I listen to it.
If i'm blogging, I use it as background inspiration.
And If i'm not listening to it, I'm asking my mom to turn it on in the car.

You should listen to it, It'll change your day. For the better
(:

Summer....

Sadly, I'll have to go to registration Wednesday, schools almost here.

I hate to see summer go.
It's so beautiful, I just can't imagine seeing snow.
Indiana weather is bipolar, but right now its extremely happy(:
Tomorrows supposed to be one of the hottest days of the summer,
Which means there's going to be a STUNNING sunset.

I enjoy watching the sunset while going for a run.
It's so pretty....

Yet I also love the snow, it amazes me....



anyways...


I've been tagged!!! Katie got me....


4 things found in my bag:

Binders, School stuff, More binders, More school stuff(:




4 things found in my purse:

1. Bible (always carry it, it comes in handy)
2. Hair clips galore!
3. A pen
4. The handout from commonway yesterday..


4 favorite things in my room:
1. Beanbag chair
2. My song lyrics collage board from last year..
3. Nail Polish
4. My bookshelf.


4 things im currently into:
1. KLOVE radio station.. love it.
2. Running
3. My phone
4. Oranges



4 things I bet you didn't know about me:
1. I am a 32nd Indian.
2. i'm addicted to my radio,... :)
3. I miss Katie.
4. She's coming home, like soon, really really soon, as in four day soon.

Thunder and Lightning.

I love storms.

What lies below the sun and stars...?

I've never really thought about it before, but there are so many things on this earth!
Well actually, I've kinda thought about it before, but if youre sitting in the grass, you see how many blades of grass there are.
I wonder how many there are in the whole world?
That's exactly like hairs on our heads.
Depending on the color of your hair, it varies.
But usually it varies between 100,000-200,000 strands of hair.
I find it interesting that the hair color you have determines how many hairs you have, because it just makes no sense.
That's like your skin color determining your eye color, or your heritage determining your ability to play sports.
I just can't believe how many things there are in/on/around one small place.
A small sea otter has around 850,000 hairs. I can't imagine that.

Wow, this post was like completely random facts.. I like it(:

Don't you love that?

I absolutely LOVE the feeling when my foot is asleep.
It seems that every time I sit down to read, or get on the computer, my foot/feet fall asleep.

I remember one time I didn't even try to wake my foot up, I just let it be,
Then I tried to stand up and walk into my parents room,
But it tickled so badly to walk that I crawled into their room laughing.

They probably thought I was crazy,
But maybe I am.

Owww Owww OWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!! :(

This morning I got up bright and early to have oral surgery,
Lucky I had nitrus oxcide (laughing gas), and 5 pills before they started.
I can remember them giving me six shots, and laughing and saying it tickled.
The laughing gas DEFINITELY worked, as I told the nurse not to disturb me, for I was reading a book, and that I had a dream that she was my sister.
Now my mouth hurts again.
I want more medicine.

BLEGGGHHH.

Stupid oral surgery.

I miss the beach.

I miss the beach, being covered in sand, stepping on shells, even getting hit by huge waves.

Isn't Everything A Jumble of Emotions?

I felt like I wanted to go home, and I do.
But I'll miss the beach.
After being here for... about 6 days, the beach is all I do.
Every day I get up, eat breakfast, and go to the beach.
Until dinner.
So it's going to be weird to come back to Indiana, and see all the corn growing, and have bipolar weather again.

My favorite time here has been spent just walking on the beach, thinking.
The beach is so pretty, it just makes me notice God's wonders.

If only I could have a beach installed in Indiana.
Preferrably in my house.
That would be a wonder.


Another thing I was thinking about was, the idea of having a solar powered cell phone.
It doesn't really make sense that they haven't come out with those yet.
I mean if we have houses powered by solar panels, it seems kinda silly that they can't power a little phone
It would be kinda hard to put a solar panel in one, but it would charge every time you went somewhere!
and the outer part of the phone could just be solar panels.
I mean its not thatttt complicated.
These inventors need to get on the ball,, if I can figure it out, so can they.

I can't wait to be home.

It's been so long.
I want to be home, If only one could teleport...
We have about a fifteen to seventeen hour ride probably on Saturday.
Starting out by 3 A.M.
Atleast I'll be back for church Sunday, Thats all I want right now.

i just felt like i needed to type,.. alot.

typing just sorta relaxes me sometimes, and i need some relaxing right about now..
I can't sleep and its 12:30 here. So I've already started my friday in some ways i guess..
Im just sitting here watching Hannah Montana with no sound on, just to have something to look at occasionally when i stop typing. I don't really know what to do, Im just like rewinding my day through my brain and looking at what all I did.
I haven't reflected on my day in a while, I mean I haven't really done all that much this summer, but when I do, I always think about if I showed God's love in my actions.
I used to challenge myself to go out of my way atleast once a day to help a stranger, by opening a door or picking something up for them, but its been so long.
I feel like ive been asleep inside of my own body, while someone else was in control, its like in the "Blue Bloods" series..
( side note: i've read quite a few vampire books(: )
But just now, in typing throughtout this post, I've realized that I haven't been really noticing whats going on since SERVE..
I mean yeah I've been alive, but not really spiritually. I haven't read my bible lately, although I have prayed.
But I told myself I would get back into reading my bible, and doing the devotionals i have at home.
Its sorta a weird metaphor, but stick with me here.
I feel like when I go to the dentist, and they give me a numbing shot.
I feel like i have one in my brain!! :D
Its sort of weird to think about, but its true.
I think sometimes we all get sidetracked and we forget to keep our minds on whats important.
And at this stage in our lives, its definitely God.
If we don't establish a relationship with him now, it will get harder to connect with him in the future.
So in my personal opinion, I can't imagine living without God, its like setting the car on cruise control.
Youre still in control, but something else is still helping to guide you.
Hence my name, God.Is.My.Guide...

I still don't feel like sleeping, but I might as well sign off for the night.

bonsoir mes amis du blog

im slightly, actually, REALLY confused.

i absolutely hate when conversations end up confusing both people.

paranoia is taking over.

im seriously worried that someones going to pet a shark.

come undone- surrender is stronger.

Nah, i just needed a title,

and i haven't blogged in suchhh a long time!

anyways, alot of you people are leaving for the student life trip to daytona tomorrow morning bright and early... ill misss you sooo much people. :(

do not, i repeat NOT pet any sharks in the ocean.

even if they look friendly.

you must promise me that you won't pet any sharks, or eels.

ewww... theyre all slimey like. :p

and next on my list of writing...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!!!!!!!!!!! (:

that looks short in comparison to my other part of my to do writing list, but thats just because i know anna wouldn't pet a shark. :)

im sitting here doing nothing right now, just listening to some good old ffh>

not sure what to do for the rest of the day...

soooo....

goodbye(:

ps: Tôi cảm thấy như viết bằng tiếng nước ngoài

today's gonna be a good day.

sometimes, you just have to be determined,.
and I think that if youre determined, you can make yourself have a good day
I mean first of all start the day off happy, read your bible, make your coffee, whatever you want.
Then listen to music, and just wake up a little more.
Then go walk your dog.

Now its gonna be a good day!
Just kidding, but sometimes if you get too into a routine it could make you grumpy,
so change it up a little.
its funnn!

(::)(::):)(::):):)

caaaaaannnnn anyooneee tell im happy??????

you should, because...

immmm happppppppyyyyyy(:

shine your lighttt....(:

i love the song, "mighty to save"
anyone else out there loving that?
i'll just make a little nice and dandy list of my favorite christian/pure sweetness/awesome songs for you.

mighty to save
how he loves
glory to god forever
rise and sing
you hold me now
god of this city
sweetly broken
to know your name

THIS LIST CONTINUES...

funky jesus music
praise you in this storm
voice of truth
amazing grace
take it all
my future decided
from the inside out






I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me,
thats pretty much what i've been thinking when im scared lately.
whether nearly being hit by a major flying, firey, firework, or flipping off a diving board,
its just my comfort statement
sometimes i play with my ring too,
but mainly i just stick to my statement because its completely, undubitably true!
I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME

Tis the season to be jolly.....

Falalalala la la la la```
I don't really know what that was for... Just felt like posting a Christmas carol.
I mean Christmas in July would be SWEET!

Best song ever.

Well actually theres two.

Funky Jesus Music- TobyMac
Safety Dance- Men without hats.

The Blogging Revolution Begins.

I personally think everyone should get into blogging.

Its fun, and then people know wht you're thinking.

So who can guess what im thinking right now??

Hint: Er ist tot, Sein Name beginnt mit M

Little kids are just cool like that.

The title pretty much gives away the gist of my blogging for this wonderful morning,

but as I mention with note, theyre cool.

Today I helped out with the kindergarten class at school, and we took a field trip to IPR.

It was pretty cool, and the kids loved knowing they'll be on the radio.

When we got back we had like a half hour, so we just had an outside recess.

Azarion (I think that's how you spell it??....), anyways, he and I were assigned buddies today.

The first thing he said to me was " Up high, to the side, down low, too slow!"

He's just the funniest little kid ever, and I fell for his tricks, some of them just to make him laugh...

So it was about 10:25 and we were lining up on the playground, it was time for them to go home.

And he looks up at me, with this sad, forlorn look, and says "Remember me forever", and gives me a piece of dryer lint from his pocket.

Hahahaha... Adorable! right?

But little did he know,

I'll be back tomorrow, and Wednesday, Thursday and Friday.

Poor little dude.

Still, it made my day.

Good Morning Soldiers of the Lord!

For some reason, I remember Keaton saying that when we were all in the breakfast line...
Weird....
Anyways!

I woke up this morning, because my sister left the tv on when she went to summer gym.
So I heard people singing, for about a half hour before I figured out that she was gone by then.
Now im pretty angry, because I need my sleep.

PTL. Nothing more to it.

So I was just sitting here, looking around on facebook.

(nothing to do really anyways...)

And I was texting one of my friends from serve this year,

we were talking about how we made these two new friends,

and how we did, and all that stuff

I just realized that God brought these people to me in the weirdest ways.

I bonded with people over the most random things during SERVE '10...

I mean one time, the camera crew showed up and there was a person stalking me I swear,

that's Anna and I's memory, including Jack... (my stalker!!) (:

But then Austin and I were running down to the corner, we thought someone threw our flyer out the window. Luckily they didn't,... but again, it was random.

Sharlena and I bonded over walking in on the same lady naked, two days in a row.

Nasty,. End of story.

See what I mean??

These things were so random, but they were eccentricities.

Serve this year taught me how much I needed my team, I mean some of the work we definitely needed help on.

Then there was some of it that an individual could do, but two or three people would, just so we wouldn't be alone.

Honestly, my favorite memory from SERVE '10 was when I was walking around the back of the house, and there were these two creepy guys standing in their gravel driveway...

doing some serious buisness. That didn't look good.

Of course, being me (a wimp), I ran back out front, and dragged Justin back there with me,

He laughed at me, and David said they were just passing sugar to bake a cake.

But my team was there for me, when I was about to have a heart attack.

I mean, i wasn't going to be a teenage girl back there behind some ladys house, painting all alone.

No, no nononononono! I was sooo scared! But that was the moment where I decided to depend on the people on my team.

And trust me, they weren't going to bake a cake.... (:

But I was scared, and they helped me, anyways... it was HILARIOUS.

et puis j'ai renversé le pot de peinture et il est tout aussi drôle!!!!! (:

Until tomorrow,

Gehen Zähne putzen

und "Gute Nacht"

Ps: I do tend to write my sign-offs in foreign languages, I think i used Chinese earlier....(: Figure it out.

translate.google.com....

Ta-Daaaa!

Congratulations, if you're reading this! You're probably Katie, or Ali... Since you both told me to start blogging, I decided I might.

Seems cool enough...

Today's sorta been a bore, with the rain and all. Stormy days make for boring ways.

Thats my philosophy on rainy days....

Early it was pouring, and I even called it a monsoon, but my job was to go get some of the cushions from our lawn furniture. Of course the cushion was tied onto the hammock and wouldn't untie. So I stood there trying to untie it for a few minutes. Unluckily, there were six ties to undo.

By the time I came back inside with my dog in tow, I was soaked...

Still, its fun to play in the rain.

Other than that there hasn't been much going on today.

Church, and more church this morning.

Ate lunch, sat around, watched Criminal Minds.

And now blogging!!!

Hopefully I'll get bored later and post some more,.

Until then,

Ще се видим по-късно, and 再见